strong content warning for themes of suicide and drug use.


11th Aug 2016, 1:00 PM
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Nobody 11th Aug 2016, 1:00 PM
some people commented on the darkness of this scene. i've added links to the previous pages of versions with the brightness and contrast edited in case anyone is having difficulty making things out (to note: i didn't edit them extensively, so the colors might be a bit weird).

lightened version of this page here


Peach 11th Aug 2016, 2:01 PM
Thank you for the lightened version in addition, it really shows off all the detail you use!
bluestar 11th Aug 2016, 3:09 PM
lola's expressions really make this page for me, this whole sequence.. i'm just really interested to see where this scene will keep going, each page feels so unique
ell 12th Aug 2016, 5:07 AM
I did not mean the darkness thing as a complaint, I hope it didn't come off that way. the alternate versions are definitely a good thing though, monitors and vision vary a lot
I have cried multiple times reading this webcomic but it's always at points where it doesn't really make any sense to cry lmao.
Nobody 12th Aug 2016, 11:26 PM
i definitely didn't!
i just look at these pages for hours as i work on them, and how dark they seem to someone who looks at them only after they're complete is something i didn't think of-- i was actually worried they were too light to be a believable night scene.
having several people point out the darkness made me think it would be better to provide lighter versions now than to be asked 2 years from now.
man van mander 13th Aug 2016, 11:53 AM
might also work better if the website had a black background. I really like how dark the night scenes are, but they're hard to focus on when surrounded by white space.
Nobody 13th Aug 2016, 9:13 PM
a black background would require white or very light text, which strains the eyes more than black-on-white text.
i'll keep this comment in mind when i work out my own hosting and can do something like a background that changes with the page or the ability to let people style-switch layouts.
Lizzy Bates 15th Aug 2016, 12:54 PM
I just wanna say I love this comic so much and your art is so inspiring omg <3
Bowsmed 8th Dec 2016, 6:16 PM
It's often mentioned that Lola has more of a masculine voice, but I'm having trouble imagining exactly how it sounds?
Nobody 8th Dec 2016, 11:14 PM
hiya bowsmed.
i wouldn't describe lola's voice as masculine, per se, where one might imagine... someone in an old spice commercial. her voice is better described as very evidently affected by androgenic puberty (testosterone), by texture and cracking. she actually speaks with a fairly feminine resonance and inflection.
it's a pretty common voice type among trans people, but i'd hate to point at any one person at this point to say "yeah, that kind of voice" as a sort of pseudo-misgendering. perhaps if that didn't give you a clearer example, looking up some things about vocal training might.
Bowsmed 1st Apr 2017, 9:00 PM
Ah, alright. Yeah, whenever I read it, I can't help but hearing her speak in more of a slighly monotone, soft voice, almost like a gentle mother, and whenever I imagine her sounding any different it gets a little off-putting, for lack of a better term.
comfit 17th Jun 2017, 11:41 PM
i gotta say, i really like lola's negative reactions to too-much or too-sudden physical contact. it's very ... relatable... and idk it means a lot to me to see it
Drew 21st Jan 2020, 8:59 AM
sugar's "i'm always too much" & lola's "i'm never gonna be close to anybody"...