strong content warning for themes of suicide and drug use.


23rd Mar 2017, 12:00 PM
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josie 23rd Mar 2017, 12:17 PM
tfw you don't have much of a self to feel like
josie 23rd Mar 2017, 12:18 PM
'sugar you gave me time to PRACTICE on that question and now u have to switch it up on me'
kitsune-rokko 23rd Mar 2017, 2:15 PM
Today's page resonates a lot with me like about the whole concept of medicine making you feel like "normal" or "yourself". I still do often feel like I'm not really sure if I'd be burying myself by starting medicine or if it's like somehow my brain is already destroying "myself" and I have to use substances to save what scraps remain.

It seems like Lola's stance is that the general effect "feels better being on them" is the more tangible thing than a nebulous "self"?
bluestar 26th Mar 2017, 12:55 AM
this is a lovely page! something i noticed was that back on page 16, sugar mentions that she goes off her meds to be "sleep-deprived but feeling like myself again," kind of a contrast to what frankie said about how her meds make her feel 'like herself' and how lola gets the drugs to die "feeling like [herself]" on page 21.. i really like the different characters' different ideas of how they feel like themselves
Guest 28th Mar 2017, 4:54 AM
Very cool comic, I'm really enjoying! I have to say though I've had a very hard time seeing what's been going on in the comic since the night scene are so dark. I guess it's kinda realistic, but I feel like I'm probably missing out on important details LOL.

Again, very interesting work, thank you for sharing it.
Nobody 28th Mar 2017, 3:07 PM
hey. thank you for the comment.
you might find the night scenes easier to read on the dark theme of the smackjeeves mirror:
ghost 29th Mar 2017, 8:47 AM
if yall are having trouble reading these pages its probably your screen's brightness! My screen was dark and I was struggling (typically keep my monitor on the 2nd lowest-lowest setting for battery) and bumping it up a few notches makes the comic clear as water to read! And as always, this comic never ceases to amaze me, I started following around page... I want to say 42? And ive consistently checked for updates since, I cant wait to see it through til the end!
Ash 8th Feb 2020, 7:02 PM
fuckin adorable'