strong content warning for themes of suicide and drug use.


16th Jun 2016, 1:00 PM
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Nobody 16th Jun 2016, 1:00 PM
i think sugar is experiencing what i would call a "delayed trigger".


bluestar 16th Jun 2016, 1:59 PM
this is rlly emotional i felt pretty moved by it.. it's good!
Peach 16th Jun 2016, 3:56 PM
Poor Sugar. I really love the expressions on this page.
ShoujoPrince 16th Jun 2016, 3:59 PM
Dang, I relate so much to Sugar and this just hit so home for me. This comic is amazing, keep it up. <3
Briar 16th Jun 2016, 6:23 PM
in not too many words, i've been going through a rough time lately and reading drop out every week helps to take the edge off. i've found myself relating a lot, it's sort of a cathartic read. i also love the technical and emotional depth of your artwork. keep doing what you're doing, because i really appreciate it.
dirt 16th Jun 2016, 6:40 PM
oh sugar

loving the colors in this whole scene.
Vulli 16th Jun 2016, 10:18 PM
you draw the best angry/upset and crying faces, ughhh the movement of all the emotions throughout these panels is amazing and I love it
jar 16th Jun 2016, 10:20 PM
this comic is fantastic and im elated to get to know lola and sugar on their journey
taupe 17th Jun 2016, 9:52 AM
SUGAR IS SUCH A NASTY HYPOCRITE GOD... is she supposed to be coming off that way? i've realized i've wanted lola to get away from her ever since the scene where she went to go get her drugs (i was hoping she was trying to leave though i knew she wouldn't be able to do so yet) but since this is a love story i don't know if we're supposed to be feeling like that.
Nobody 17th Jun 2016, 10:45 AM
she's not supposed to come off as a bad person, but people probably not liking her was something i already accounted for, given the way she acts.
i don't know if i'd use the word hypocrite, but she does have conflicting values and wants, which is on purpose, and is only emphasized by the fact that she's driven by a lot of swinging emotions that were, for a long time for her, dulled or muted by medication.
if you want to elaborate more, maybe i can explain, or understand, though.
milk 17th Jun 2016, 5:47 PM
I don't see her as nasty, i see her as confused and struggling. As someone with far too many conflicting emotions inside of her and she just has trouble processing them, which results in these sort of reactions.
hana 27th Oct 2017, 12:30 AM
omg thats so mean... sugar has a condition leave her be
Tyler 3rd Jun 2018, 9:57 AM
I mean, I kind of get why people would think that but at the same time it still really bugs me. sugar doesn't choose to be that way at all and at least she's been trying her best to get better.. right?
Guest 3rd Aug 2018, 10:13 AM
Um... this comment is written so awfully lmao. you are a bully, grow up
blue 22nd Jul 2016, 7:52 PM
those broken panel edges really set the tone for this page i think

i relate so much to sugar here, it kinda hurts but it speaks volumes for your storytelling ability and how well you create realistic characters. not even to speak of your artistic skill, the colors and expressions have always been some amazing stuff

i really enjoy this comic.
bluestar 3rd Sep 2016, 10:49 PM
this might be way off is sugar saying "angel" in the speech bubble covered up by the phone buzzing?
Guest 13th Feb 2017, 9:19 PM
Can really relate to Sugar's emotions here.

I don't know how important it is to you (the author), but thank you for portraying this in such a genuine way. It's always good to not feel alone in having such a dark and sometimes uncontrollable emotion.

It was really touching for me.
Dogboy 26th Feb 2017, 12:10 PM
I really love the way the panel-edges get all messy/jagged when Sugar's having her 'episode'.

Plus, that feeling of... 'somebody is seeing me have this 'ridiculous' outburst... whoops'... relatable.
Dogboy 26th Feb 2017, 12:10 PM
I really love the way the panel-edges get all messy/jagged when Sugar's having her 'episode'.

Plus, that feeling of... 'somebody is seeing me have this 'ridiculous' outburst... whoops'... relatable.
robin 4th Jun 2018, 4:27 PM
fck i love everything about this scene, how it's composed from an artistic standpoint but also how it sheds more light on sugar's mentality- the jagged lines and expressions and lighting here are so powerful and these characters are so freakin well written and relatable
mata 14th Sep 2018, 3:35 PM
rereading this and realizing that when she says "I drag down everyone, her, you-" that the covered speech bubble says angel.
Guest 19th Oct 2018, 10:15 PM
The panel edges are contained here as opposed to page 11.The outside lines are linear. The inside lines are rough.

The outburst is just as uncontrollable but more 'bounded' because she is in the car maybe? Less room to physically Move?
Guest 19th Oct 2018, 10:17 PM
Or maybe, it's only the result of a style shift.

Don't trust my 10PM realizations.
Spooky 9th Jun 2019, 8:51 PM
As always, the layout of the pages and the lighting seriously add to the mood and you can feel the tension build before Sugar's snap. I still love this so much