Fuck. Just now realized why I am rereading this
This is genuinely scary and worrying and fucking just like my girlfriend
The first time I read this was a lucky coincidence, it helped me deal with perceived unavoidability of her killing herself
This time she tried to break up with me to prefer a life of total solitude and dehumanization and just
I probably can’t express it good enough, but you have perfectly transferred to me the feeling of getting yelled at by a loved one who just can’t help it and it’s not a thing I see being replicated often . For that alone, thank you, it makes it easier for me, I think
